Time heals all wounds...

So tonight was an eye opener. My friend and I got into it about something that seemed to be thrown back and forth between the two of us like a game of catch. We had never quite resolved it, we just took it and then threw it back harder so as to get it off our minds and out of our hands. Behind both sides of the story there is some background to each individual. With our pasts being the deciding factor to both of our decisions, we acted foolishly towards one another. Then came the long message that shook me in more ways than one. I had been judged by the person whom I sought acceptance. I held this individuals opinion above most and thought I was ready to face what had to be said about my actions, but it took me for a ride. I broke as the words pierced my every being. I realized that I had been acting like this monstrosity being spoken of before my eyes and yet I had done nothing to stop it or even realize what was happening. In shock, I decided to respond with a dignity and respect for my friend. I chose my words carefully in an attempt to get my point across that I understood the criticism and was now faced with doing something about it. I then proceeded to explain that although my current standing may not be perfect, my actions are always led by God. I believe that when the time comes it is through my faith in God that I will have the strength to act according to His wishes. For this I was called "insightful" and having the ability to put things "into perspective." I sought no such thing with my response. I was truly moved by my friends' attempt to show me the light as you might say and for that I personally gave him a hug and a thanks with the sincerest of apologies. Although I am ashamed for starting the chain of events tonight, I am pleased with the outcome. I now know that there are still many sections of my life where I must grow and in doing so I will be able to better serve Christ. It is to my friend that I dedicate this Blog, without our foolishness we would have never gotten to this point. Thank you.